#but my brain refuses to shut up
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kinda wondering when I will make peace with my non-existent sleep schedule..
#like i can barely keep my eyes open#because i woke up early to go to class#but my brain refuses to shut up#and my stomach is upset#the worst part is not being able to think happy thoughts#they keep circling back to grim stuff#that crowded corner of my mind#language: en
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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay
#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think#this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker 💀💀💀💀#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro 😭#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST 😭😭😭😭😭#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei#his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out#akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in#also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation#both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death#by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place#but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making#really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions#aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane 😭#persona 5#p5#yusuke kitagawa#kitagawa yusuke#goro akechi#akechi goro#akekita#bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (i’m beyond cooked 💀💀)#i think i need to switch college majors i can’t keep doing this#lotus draws
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Thinking about how one of the two voices in Harry's deepest core is feminine.... Thinking about how the Skills are fragments of Harry's psyche, and he's convinced himself he's a manly-man at the moment, but clearly the Furies themselves don't all have to be male... thinking about half the Skills immediately switching to she/her the second Harry comes across the concept of gender as a construct. Wait, we can CHOOSE? Friendship ended with "this guy." "this gal" is my new gender.
#disco elysium#harry du bois#im cooking#i have a whole gender conversation in my brain that I want to sneak into the fic#i've figured out how it would come up without harry knowing what gender is#would be really funny to add this to it. half the skills just go oh actually this slays. im girl now#physical instrument refuses to refer to them with feminine words until echem drops a 'MISS coach physical instrument' on it#then it has to shut up for a long time because it??? kind of liked that actually??????#chat what does this mean for our gender if half these guys were so ready to go full she/her#I remain torn between bigender harry and just a very gnc harry that would THRIVE as a drag queen#ryn rambles
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"every once in a while I do get a Charles around here" are those the ones who chose Erik?


#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#cassandra nova#charles xavier#erik lensherr#cherik#were those the Charles that chose to be with Erik as opposed to saving the world????#were those the Charles that decided to be selfish and be with Erik at the cost of everything ese???????#were those the Charles that created so much disaster in the universe just because he chose his 'old friend'#my brain refused to shut the fuck up this entire movie#and i will make the rest of you suffer for it#cassandra. sandy. sweetie. question really quick.#how many of these charles mentioned erik within the first minute of arriving in your lair?#all?#ok cool
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Nightmare and Dream human designs because; yeah. B) felt like it. it was supposed to be just a sketch at first so I could get my ideas down but oh well ig
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#nightmare sans#dream sans#dreamtale#dreamtale brothers#utmv#ut aus#sans au#undertale au#my art#help me there are too many tags i can put in#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#my brain simply refused to shut up until i drew this#currently going a little bit insane#just a little bit tho its okay#anyway im returning to the fog now#sans aus#undertale aus#utmv sans#sans
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Can you imagine if the pale king scurried around the way the rain world centipedes do?
*scurry*
PAUSE
*scurry*
PAUSE
*scurry*
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This panel tickles some part of my deranged monkey brain so hard and like, dead apple was always gay as shit but this panel...something shifted and there is no going back.

#soukoku#i refuse to ever shut up about this panel#it fucked with my brain chemistry#and i have never been the same#dead apple
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So I was eating this absolute nightmare of a texture experience that was my dinner (my mom had made gumbo, except she had literally none of the ingredients she usually adds, so it was literally just oily over-seasoned rice and sausage. It was bad. It’s usually better than that, idk what was up with her), and I was describing to my brother what Derek was doing when Frost had the oily mouth in episode 2, and he made the mistake of asking me something related to the Yuletide oneshot.
Which prompted an hours worth of blabbering from me about essentially nothing. I was just blabbering about the Yuletide oneshot. At one point he was like “I like on how you said you weren’t going to go into it, and here you are, going into it”, which prompted me to say “well, you asked questions about it, so this is really your fault”, before continuing to blabber on about the Yuletide oneshot for another 20 minutes
I mean, to my brothers credit, I guess, he did quietly listen as I just. Talked. About LOA. I literally never get to talk about my current hyperfixations to anybody, so if they get me talking, they can’t get me to shut up. Not until either have to or force myself to.
#if I didn’t despise the sound of my voice I would make whole ass video essays about loa#each probably being several hours long#mostly bc I would end up going on an unrelated tangent#script or no#like the amount of video essays I have made in my head is astounding#like yes I would happily just sit alone in my room and talk about my hyperfixation for 3 hours straight#unfortunately my anxiety refuses to let me record my own voice without wanting to die#also I just. don’t know how to record. or edit. so yeah#but once I learn and overcome my anxiety then it’s all over for you bitches#and by that I mean there’s suddenly gonna be a bunch of 3 hour long loa video essays#that are less video essays and more just me talking about loa#can you tell it’s late at night and my brain is going into eepy mode#because I can’t shut the fuck up when im in eepy mode#legends of avantris
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me, beating myself with a stick: stop projecting onto fictional men, you fucking dumbass.
#somebody please save keegan and kick from me#my brain refuses to shut up and they're suffering because of it#not me taking my entire childhood and pushing it onto kick like HELP
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I think that when I tell my brain something. That should just work. Like. Hey dumbass. You’re freaking out for literally nothing. Calm the fuck down. He should just listen. Like wtf does he think he’s the boss? What the fuck does he know. He’s as stupid as I am
#brought to you by random anxiety post accidentally like. thirty min nap#ughhhhhh no I refuse. today my brain was working for the most part.#hdhdkkwgdhkejdghdjdjf#shut up sarah
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Soooo..... These new soulmate posts, are they sneak peeks of what your're thinking for the soulmate method au?
Pls just this little has me so excited, I really liked the Riddle and Leona stories and I wanna see what else you cook for the overblot boys
Thank you for the ask, dear anon!
And yes! These are all snippets of what I’ve been working on for the other six soulmate method AUs!
Azul’s has really been kicking my butt so far, I keep thinking of stuff to add on to Vil’s, plus I also have the “Suing for Character Defamation” AU and unanswered supervillain AU asks I wanna write for, not to mention all of the AUs of the Twst boys in Baldur’s Gate 3…
So yeah, I’m working on them! But man if I don’t understand the pain of so many WIPs, so little time…
#twisted wonderland#twst#wip#different soulmate method au#twst yuu#twisted wonderland yuu#villainous paranoiac yuu#my brain won’t shut up#especially not about the BG3 aus#where yuu gets judged on their awful taste in men#figuring out how each of them fit into that universe has been kinda fun#azul#again has been really hard because forgotten realms doesn’t have?? senient merpeople as such??#I’ll figure it out thou#vil is a drow for sure#champion of sune#malleus is still a dragon#rook is a human ranger#with a stubborn refusal to age
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i swear to god i have never stared so deeply into a stranger's eyes before this is killing me
#i dont know why my brain is refusing to let me rest i have a billion photos i took with the express purpose of looking at his eye colour for#shut UP and LOOK#its GREEN. a GREY-GREEN or a BROWN-GREEN but a GREEN NONETHELESS#.yappin
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thinking about mattel dragging their feet on starting the process to make ken a legally recognized human.
he can't see a doctor or get medication until he's legally a human so.
he needs testosterone that he has no access to.
part of him knows that no one would perceive him as a woman, but every time he looks in the mirror all he can see is the original feminized version of his face and body, can almost feel the long waves cascade down his back, that were created by ruth handler so many decades ago.
he avoids looking in mirrors. stops wearing the clothes he likes in favor of baggy hoodies and sweatshirts.
he can't remember the last time he felt so dysphoric.
he's so anxious that he picks his lips and face, and it makes him hate looking in the mirror even more.
and his and barbie's human family really doesn't know what's wrong until gloria snoops in mattel's archives on her lunch break. only barbie does, because it isn't really advertised that ken was once called catherine.
ken's so angry because the higher ups at mattel know. he wonders if this is payback for patriarchy. if this is his karma and they're punishing him.
barbie and gloria tell him it's not true, but...
no matter how many times they say it, ken thinks they're lying to him.
#ken barbie#trans ken#this idea just took over my brain and#i can't shut the fuck up about it#i mean i can i just refuse to#barbie#barbie the movie#barbie 2023#ryan gosling
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Let bill cipher possess my body to go get my covid and flu vaccines and now he won't stfu and leave me alone #what have i done
#half joking#the bill cipher voice in my head now refuses to leave me thefuck alone#akin to the way i can't control my intrusive thoughts i am quickly losing my ability to control him#now he's singing we'll meet again in my head. shut the FUK UP bro#like i know ur just a figment of my imagination but i am terrible at controlling my brain i dont want you doing that#andiv3r rambles
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#i have all these fic ideas in my head....and they refuse to be written properly...#i love trying to write smut and hating every word of it. good times good times#shut up moosh.vnt#gave myself a headache trying to make it work 💔 tragic#my brain is gonna nuke itself before it manages to do anything
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so many rebelcaptain fics to write, so little time
#literally upsetting me to think about all the wips i know i'll never be able to write#not even to mention all the original ideas i also have.....#existential crisis incoming in 3....2....1....#shut up sissi#currently my brain keeps jumping between thg au lawyers au thg au lawyers au thg au -#i refuse to work on either before i finish at least one ongoing wip but my resolve is weakening... send help
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